The Suicide List: On Mental Disability

So why'd someone write a blog about suicide anyway?

Suicide has had, and continues to have, a massive impact on my life.

After the sudden and unexplained suicide of my closest friend, who I call Eva in this blog, which was in August of 2006, I plunged into a deep depression and very nearly attempted suicide myself.

I'm still searching for answers. I want to know what exactly happened to Eva and me, and to all the others out there who have felt at one time or another that there was no other way out.

This is my journey.

-Mariah

For a summary of the blog, please see this post.